I miss the boy like crazy. I had my iPod on shuffle for Ben Folds today and low and behold...The Luckiest came on. (One of my most romantic memories with him was with that song & it was kind of "our" song) I was studying with Dylan and I just started crying. I felt like an emotional loser, I walked off and gathered myself up and went back to "studying". I've distracted by this situation a lot lately.
If I don't know if I should be with someone than I probably shouldn't be with them...correct?
I can't just let my best friend after four years go as if it doesn't bother the fuck out of me.
I wish things were like a year ago. So happy. In love.
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matrevino) wrote,
nostalgic
