yikes...
Well, I've been doing pretty well lately I'd say.

HOWEVER! there is so much going on, I'm feeling a little...I can't even think of a word for it.

My parents are moving to GA...in about two months I think. So I'll be coming "home" to a place I don't know. But it's all good because I probably won't live at home anymore and it's a good opportunity for my mom. So good for them but weird feeling for me. I'm going to have to stay with people to go to Greenville.

I want to be single and just not be interested in anyone. I need to find myself without anyone else's presence influencing me. I want to be a fully independent person, so I'm working on that.

Jon called me yesterday really upset and almost crying. I said I was sorry that he's having a rough time, etc. Then he came and got something from me today and was really upset looking and asked to hang out but I really am busy the next couple of days. Thursday I'm going to be in class all day and then hopefully I'll get some studying done that night. Then Friday, I'm not sure what's going on, I MIGHT go to the beach since I haven't been yet?!?! crazy I know. Saturday I'm hanging out with Daniel all day and such...that'll be fun and interesting. Sunday I need to study more for my two psychology classes that have tests next week and read for Brazilian Films.

I like being busy but it's a little annoying too at times. I need to get a job but I don't want one. I think I'm going to wait a couple weeks and then start looking. Hopefully I can host or serve somewhere and then perhaps keep that job this summer...we'll see.

I feel like nothing is stable in life right now. but that is life.

MAT